Friday, December 31, 2010
A New Year
Thursday, December 16, 2010
Rejoicing
Wednesday, December 8, 2010
Stronghold, Shelter and Shade
Wednesday, December 1, 2010
The Lord is Near
Tuesday, November 30, 2010
Random Hope Verses
Thursday, November 18, 2010
Words
Wednesday, November 3, 2010
Forgiving Father
Wednesday, October 20, 2010
The Word is Near You
Tuesday, October 5, 2010
A Little Goes A Long Way
Tuesday, September 28, 2010
Sharing Ideas
Wednesday, September 22, 2010
Restoration of Respect
Tuesday, September 21, 2010
Tinnitus and the Low Hum
It would've been different if we could sit and wait and talk, but you have to remain as silent as possible and as still as possible. For four or five hours we would sit and try not to move. When was the last time you had to remain silent for that length of time? Because it wasn't a matter of wanting to or choosing to. If we wanted to hunt moose, we had to. It was not easy. As I sat in the utter silence of the Alaska wilderness, I realized just how noisy my head had become.
First, I noticed the high pitched ringing. A constant squeal. When I was little, our TV used to have the same high pitched ring when you turned it on. Now, my ears ring. Maybe I watched too much TV, maybe it was all of the loud concerts, countless ear infections, whatever it was. I can't get rid of the ringing.
Next, I felt a deep hum. It would start and stop rather randomly, but at first, I looked around to see where it was coming from. But I'm out in the middle of nowhere. There's nothing to hum. Just as suddenly as it started it stopped. Whew! Hummmmmmmmmmmmmm. What is it? Do you hear that? I guess it's just in my head.
High pitched squeal, low range hum...no silence for me.
I'm sure 90 percent of the noise is physiological. But, in my mind, there's something else at work. It could be one of two things or both things, I'm not sure. Either it's God trying to grab my attention and let me know that He is always there. (but why would he use such an annoying sound?) Or it's the other guy trying to not let me have a moments peace. Or maybe it's both, one high and one low in competition in my head. The sound made it difficult to contemplate life in anyway but negatively. I struggled with positive contemplation, except right at sunrise, when the frost would start to form and the tops of the mountains would turn pink and orange. And right at sunset when the sky would go from blue to pink to purple and the air would turn cold.
Either way, I think I need to go back again and sit longer and listen again to the noise. Maybe, just maybe if I listen long enough, if the silence will last long enough, the noise will go away.
Perhaps?
Thursday, August 26, 2010
Faith is No Illusion
Tuesday, August 24, 2010
We’re Sure to Get Somewhere
Tuesday, August 17, 2010
From Job to Paul- A Funeral Sermon
Wednesday, July 14, 2010
What a Rush!
Wednesday, June 23, 2010
Food in Your Teeth
Tuesday, June 22, 2010
For Such A Time As This
And now the dust settles...
I find myself in the seat of the Senior Pastor at Zion Lutheran Church in Fairbanks, Alaska. Are you kidding me? Just three years ago, I arrived from St. Louis, Missouri fresh from the Seminary and God put me on the anvil of pastoral ministry. For three years, He pounded on me with His hammer and stuck me in the forge, then into a bucket of water. This horseshoe is not finished. There is more pounding to be done. Some of it I'm looking forward to but some of it, I'm not. No one likes to be pounded on by the smithy. But that's the only way to be shaped and formed.
How will I lead? Not sure to be honest. I pray that the grace of God and the spirit of Jesus are the leads and I'm here to be used by Him. Jesus gave his disciples a hard time for their aspirations to leadership and prominent seats in his kingdom. See, we don't volunteer for this. Jesus calls us and by His Spirit, he enlightens and sanctifies us for service. I can only lead so long as Jesus leads. I can only do what He calls me to do.
Now, the truth is that I will make mistakes. Probably a lot of them. Most of the time I will make mistakes because I'm trying to do things my own way and thinking I know best. Some of the time, I will make mistakes because I listened to what others had to say and followed their advice. The amazing thing is that even though I am sure to make mistakes and messes, Jesus still says, "Follow me and I will make you a fisher of men."
God never reveals too much too soon. He only shows me a little at a time because it's all I can handle. So, don't ask me where I'll be in 5 years or 10 years or where the church will be or what we'll be doing. I don't know. God knows, but he's not tellin'. We'll find out together.
As Senior Pastor, this is my prayer right now, today: Father in Heaven, I'm glad you know what you're doing. Because I'm really not too sure. There's a lot in front of me and around me. I can't do it all. You have graciously surrounded me with gifted people. Encourage them, by Your Spirit, to use their gifts in whatever way you would have them. May we support and learn from one another in the bonds of fellowship. May the grace of your Son Jesus and your mercy pour out over the work of your hand in this place. Help us to come to you not just when we need it, but before we need it. In Jesus' name amen.
Wednesday, June 2, 2010
Sheep and Shepherds
Friday, May 21, 2010
Pentecost!
Wednesday, April 21, 2010
Forgiveness and Love
Wednesday, April 14, 2010
A Strange Sound, A Strange Power
Thursday, April 8, 2010
Heart, Life, Community, World- breaking it down
Session #1-
Creation and the Fall and our present human sinfulness
God's promises to His people
The Message and Cross of Christ
Worship and the Means of Grace
Session #2-
Spiritual Gifts
God's purpose for you and all Christians
Session #3-
Christian Stewardship- What has God given you and what are you going to do with it? This involves all of the gifts God has given us, not just time, talent and treasure.
Session #4-
Christian Discipleship- Living by the Law/Gospel paradox, following Jesus and carrying your own cross, spiritual disciplines and real life.
Session #5-
The Church and the body of Christ- Your place in His family, at this congregation in particular, who are you here for?
Session #6-
Small groups and life together- growing in community, who is here for you?
Session #7-
The Church on earth- serving one another in Fairbanks and throughout Alaska, mission groups, VBS, etc...
Session #8-
The Church serving the world- connections with LCMS missions agencies, national missions and world missions and the Great Commission.
Thoughts, questions, comments, brushes with greatness, humorous anecdotes that you care to share?
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Heart, Life, Community, World
Wednesday, April 7, 2010
Post-Game Show
Hebrews 10:24-25 And let us consider how to stir up one another to love and good works, not neglecting to meet together, as is the habit of some, but encouraging one another, and all the more as you see the day drawing near.
Thursday, April 1, 2010
Darkest Before Dawn
Luke 23:44-45a It was now about the sixth hour, and there was darkness over the whole land until the ninth hour, while the sun’s light failed.
Now, I suppose I could use this as a great analogy and say, “When have you felt like the sun’s light failed in your life?” But I think that would be doing a great injustice to what took place that Friday. Because in one way, what happened that day is not about you and me. It was about Jesus and what he meant to the Father and to the world that He created. This death on the rugged cross of
In another way, what happened that day is completely about you and me and every person that has ever walked the face of the earth or will ever walk the face of the earth. In that darkness was the oppression of sin. In that darkness was the sin of the world, you and me included. Jesus alone bore the weight of that sin on the cross. In that darkness he hung and the sun failed to shine.
That’s Good Friday. No joy yet. Only darkness. The light of the world, the light of life, the light of men, both the sun and the Son were shrouded in darkness. For now, we wait. “Be still and know that I am God. I will be exalted among the nations, I will be exalted in the earth!” Psalm 46:10. Indeed, in three days, He will be exalted!
Heavenly Father, in darkness the sins of the world of all time and history, were laid on your son. The oppression was so great, the sadness so profound that the very sun failed to shine. Be present in our darkness, according to your word and promise. We wait with repentant joy, in hope for the not yet to be now. In Jesus’ name, amen.